papercranes - let them fly, and soar

Saturday, December 02, 2006

Disinterested, unself-conscious
i thought how that was what i always wanted
that if i could just had that i wouldnt be distracted or wish to be somewhere else
all by itself it would be enough.
As i thought this, i had also thought that i wouldnt get it and i felt my eyes filled.

Out of the windows the light was turning from bright yellow of the afternoon to the muted shade of dusk.
this was always the time of the day when i most believe my life should be somethng other that what it was.
and the music compounded the feelings
i found myself wishing i could exist inside the song...

could all this be a matter of choice
could choice had played a role
picturing how something might happen
the feeling of affinity had swelled into something else
something further from sympathy and closer to affection
sweet dreams and flying marchines in pieces on the ground.
what overture could i make that would distinguish me
maybe i cant convince
i didnt want to be the one to reveal..

Maybe, just maybe it could all rise again with enough distance..
but then a reminder to myself, i doubted.
i felt a twinge of dissapointment that no one had redeem
my fear i had felt the need to guard against

all this expression you just had to make.

my subconcious spoke again.

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it inNo one else,
no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Thursday, November 30, 2006

i took a ride home alone, it arouse so much feelings,
so much thoughts
i wasnt much wanting to think about anything
my eyes were about to close
then i guess my subcouncious spoke
it spoke of things i wouldnt knew i bother much
it spoke of things i never imagined thinking.

everyone say i would never have trouble finding
i hardly know how to reply.

Nobody knows-Pink

Nobody knows but me
That I sometimes cry
If I could pretend that I'm asleep
When my tears start to fall
I peek out from behind these walls
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows no

Nobody likes
Nobody likes to lose their inner voice
The one I used to hear before my life
Made a choice
But I think nobody knows
No no
Nobody knows
No

Baby
Oh the secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I've lost my way back home
I think nobody knows no
I said nobody knows
Nobody cares

It's win or lose not how you play the game
And the road to darkness has a way
Of always knowing my name
But I think nobody knows
No no
Nobody knows no no no no

BabyOh the secret's safe with me
There's nowhere else in the world that I could ever be
And baby don't it feel like I'm all alone
Who's gonna be there after the last angel has flown
And I've lost my way back home
And oh no no no no
Nobody knows
No no no no no no

Tomorrow I'll be there my friend
I'll wake up and start all over again
When everybody else is gone
No no no

Nobody knowsNobody knows the rhythem of my heart
The way I do when I'm lying in the dark
And the world is asleep
I think nobody knows
Nobody knows
Nobody knows but meMe

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

if you're faced with a choice,
and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
if it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold

this, my wish.

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

too many people on this merry-go-round
please hold on to patience and just watch for the sigh
everything would be in its time

i am stubborn in this.

so am finally done with marketing and econs ica.

Monday, November 27, 2006

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more clue
To have another peek at what you're thinking
To know more, just a little more

say those words
dont change..

you know, it doesnt seem too real.

another ordinary day at school...
marketing tmr.